i'm trying my hardest not to talk about the matter. sometimes i find myself at a loss for words while walking with jo. i grab my tongue and try to come up with a different topic.. and we end up discussing what to do for international evening. one matter leads to another, my mind seems to be moving at full speed, and comes to a full circle. don't get me wrong, i'm progressing. it's the second day, just 3 more to go. i'll try calling xy tomorrow, if i'm not tied down with overdue revision just waiting to get done and an increasing load of work to sieve through.

j