Laoniang... how was the bowling session? The drama i watched is going to end already so i MUST come home and watch.. got miss me nots? Anw.. this morn i missed my whole series of shows just to book seats for you all can! quick, thank me for my nobility.. hahas. >.<

*anw.. zi.. rmb the pencil i want to give u? i keep forgetting!! and the packet of tissue also!! hehehs..

ooohh to chu, you are really super pack with activities for your weekend! never give your laopo priority to book you!!!

*ps: hope you like the pressie we got for u!

anw, to cer, yun and ying.. is your block test over? (:

to juu... oh man, oh man! your days are so eventful!!! (=

love love, qi.

girls! i'm back in shanghai now. you'd never believe what i've been through the last 2 days.. in case i've already changed my msn personal message by then, 6 airports in 5 different countries! i was hoping for a speedy, calm trip back from prague (went for holiday with friends, too many photos to upload, will show you when i'm back) but there was a bomb hoax at the london terminal where i was supposed to be at and so i missed my connecting flight from franfurt, germany to shanghai. AND SO! i had to stay a night over at germany (free hotel room from airlines) and i took a flight to zurich, switzerland in the morning.. and then another flight to shanghai. and i was alone the whole time from the london terminal onwards.. it was pretty sad. okay shall continue later.. going out with mum now. lol, byee

ooops. just forgot nia ma... nt on purpose de. hahas. and i reali nv copy you!! i tt day forgot t b a colourful laoniang ma..

ok, so i shall b colourful agn ok!? lols...

laoniang

zizi!! you always never sign off and you very copycat can! i use colourful writings den u also use to spite me, now that i dont use, u ALSO dont use... please dont tell me this is not imitating.. >.<

oohh.. to yun, cer and ying... JIAYOUS for your upcoming tests! or by this time the BTs are over already?

hmmm.. just to let you guys know, i'll be passing chu's present to her tmr!! i'm meeting her, zi and ong to mug tgther.. :) my that laogong nowadays very busy can, i must accomodate his schedule!
*oh! we can go JE lib mug tgther then go eat LJS!! it's been so long since i last ate the food there already... -yum yum!-

anyways, i feel much better alr! things are turning to be quite good for me! wooohoohoo~

HHHHAAAHHAAHHAHHAAS~

miss u all!
*qi

ya lor.. why so agitated over such people? At least still got us ma! (I wanted to say us as in the people in our clique.. but i just realise this blog only gt four people blogging somehow.. lol)

haha cerintha ar.. why specially LJS? so random.. yeah, bt i wan to dine tgt!!! wait till ju comes back ba.. (:

hihi

woah!! are u guys okay? chill man.. ( * pours buckets of ice over juu and qi* )
you still have us!! lol.. ( hope that you feel better~~)
now in the mist of studying for my maths block test 2 (BT2) paper.. lol.. stole my bro's com to blog..
lets go and eat at the long johns at cck one day.. ying was saying that we have not dined in LJS as a clique for a long time le... hehe..

-_-'' (muackz)

GGGAAAHHH!!

Julia… your post is so frank and straight to the point. Seriously, I feel super insulted today as well but I don’t think I can muster enough courage to type and really say what I am feeling. At some point, I admire your ability to have that outburst.

I am freaking frustrated as I type this out too, but no amount of words can seem to apply to this bunch of so-called friends too. Worthless and bitch as they are but little did they know they are being detestable and selfish. Sometimes I really hope that a monster can eat them all up and give me peace. I am just glad that I am able to get rid of them soon.

FACADES. PRENTENTIOUS. FAKENESS. SELFISH. OAFISH. UNCIVILISED. –hhhuuummmppp!
Some friends are just not worthy of my time.

Okie, I feel much better typing it out loud.

But one last time...
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*qi

hihi,

coongratz to julia for finishing your 'A's!! yay!!
now you can party le.. enjoy!

-_-''

Chill Julia...
Lao niang is always here for you.. haha..
Anyway, I had a hard time spotting the vulgarity you said. If you don't mind, can u list out where is it ar? lols. I hardly c u say any vulgarities wor. Must treasure this moment.. :p

Colourful Lao niang.

I AM FEELING REALLYREALLY PFF-ED AT THE MOMENT. i should be mugging chemistry (exam's tomorrow) but if i don't vent my anger somewhere, i think i'll explode. sorry that you guys will have to bear the brunt of this.

okay, here goes, i don't understand what's wrong with you, really. why do you ALWAYS(!) have to piss me off? and then the next thing i know, you're being all nice and friendly. i really don't get you.. and i can imagine you saying that you don't give a damn. well, i do. cause you're irritating me shitloads. i've never disliked anyone this much before but at the same time, still treat the person as a friend. i don't understand why you act in such a way. why can't you not be so temperamental? why can't you treat me nicer? i don't even know whether you are even comparable to a fair-weathered friend. you know the most about me (amongst the rest of the group) and somehow, i trust you but why the hell do you have to hurt me all the freaking time?! i know you don't give a damn about anyone else's feelings, maybe except hers.. but seriously!? can't you be more tactful? and yes, i know you don't care about how other people sees you but this is not a matter of how i see you, it's a matter of how other people may feel. yes, friendships are superficial, so what?! no one is freaking self-sufficient. don't be so selfish, don't make the whole friendship just be about you. don't treat me nice and show me respect just when you feel like it. idiot, i can imagine you're going to hate me for typing this out without saying it straight to your face. what the hell. if you can do what pleases yourself, why can't i do the freaking same? at least i have the courtesy to not bad-mouth a "so-called" friend to another, in front of her. IDIOT! shit. i freaking hate you, i really do. remember i told you i don't really hate anyone, just now at the restaurant, i decided to take back my words. okay, it's just temporal hate cause i know i'll be nice and everything again when you're nice again. you said you were going to be nice to me, idiot. you call this being nice. you think i didn't bloody hear what you said about the pork ribs? shit. within that freaking 2 hours, you have no idea how many times i felt insulted. how many times do i need to say that i don't like being teased, or at least not in the manner that you tease a person. she can't take a joke but somehow, you think i can? somehow, i'm a freaking pushover is it? IS IT?! bastard. don't think you bloody know and analyse everyone so well. all this self-pity about people not understanding you. it's because you don't freaking open up to anyone. all you do is hate people for the bloody smallest reasons. for your information, Christianity doesn't allow hate but i guess you don't give a damn, again, do you? i don't even know whether you're a friend or just someone who's going to hurt my feelings again and again. you know some of my deepest secrets, then why don't you take them into consideration before you open your mouth? all you do is hurt people, not only me, but almost everyone in general. don't place all your focus on one person alone will you? i don't know whether you think this makes you "man" or your perverse mindset tells you that this behaviour of yours somehow accentuates your display of "special attention/affection" for the person. just bear in mind that the world doesn't evolve around a single person. maybe i won't trust you anymore, maybe. somehow whatever i say doesn't get into your dense brain, anyway. your perverse logic doesn't hold, stop holding into them so tightly. it's self-pity, it really is.


okay, i feel better now. sorry for the slightly vulger post :3 i won't have such outbursts often or at least, i'll try. such incidents make me miss home more, gosh.

WAHHH! you guys blogged(: so touching :D LOL. anyway, it's obvious that 'j' is me. [edit] (i'm julia) [/edit] and sorry for not blogging recently, i'm in the midst of my exams.. actually, i'm in the school library right now. just taking a little breather from studying (law again). next exam's this friday. it's econonics, gah.

oh yes, gogo have an outing, even though it'll be without me. haha, and do tell me when. maybe i'll give a call or something(: and someone please tell xinying to blog since she has not even blogged ONCE. lol.

and mummy, the thing's no more. oh yes, this applies to cer too. no more already. hahah!

when i get back, let's go to clarke quay(: HAHA! i know, this is so random. was just talking to my friends about stuff. my friend who used to be from RI wants to introduce his friends (now in RJ) to me.. plus, they're supposed to be cute, or at least some of them are, wahaha! you guys want to know some good catches? we can have an impromtu "lian yi". LOL, anyway, i want to go to the icebar along clarke quay! (that's my main purpose, not the guys, don't worry. haha) okayokay, i should get back to my studies now.

oh yes, my prom was last saturday. pictures.. are at home, haha! i don't have them with me now. i'll show them to you when i get back(:


love
j

yupp yupp, so enjoy the hols everyone!

loves, qi.